Dark And Love Poetry - AlponiA Film And Publishing Industry San Juan Puerto Rico 00924

Rules for participating and Publish for the release of the book:

"Dark And Love Poetry Volume I":
- Altruism, Psychosomatism and Betrayal:
    - Little stories from the Brokenhearted.

Release Date August 2007

For more info:

http://www.myspace.com/alponia

KapiteL

Nr. DRei

… I’m narrating this story, and I’m surprised about what she told him. Does she really love him? Maybe deep in her Heart; Maybe she’s just scared… or she’s been moving away by deceit… Anyway, they’re kissing…

[Noise—Coming from the closet]

[Stop Kissing]

[Antoinnette]

“What’s that… it’s not coming from the window… it came from the closet”

[ArkhangeL turns on the flashlight]

… She’s now putting her clothes on, ArkhangeL, naked, stood up and walked to the closet doors…

[Antoinnette]

“Don’t open them!”

[ArkhangeL]

“Why not?… There’s something inside. How does this shit opens?”

[Door Opens]

[ArkhangeL—Screaming]

“Fuck!”

[ArkhangeL Exhales]

“It’s only a mask”

[ArkhangeL—Closes the Door]

“Let’s sleep now… good night”

[Kiss]

[Antoinnette]

“I want to go home”

[ArkhangeL]

“Don’t worry, tomorrow the police is going to be looking for us… they search for lost people twenty four hours later”

[ArkhangeL Thinking]

“They will never find us… I will not let her go… Wherever we are… I don’t want to go home, not without you… This place is like my dreams, here my dreams are real… ‘cos you’re here… that’s the only thing that matters… I will not let you go…“

[Female Voice]

“Ark… can you hear me…”

[Voice]

“Welcome”

[Male Voice—Mixing with the others]

“This is your destiny, watch out, there’s some witches over here”

[Child Voice]

“Do you want to play with me Sir?”

[ArkhangeL—Falling asleep]

[Dream—Spirit Exits From The Body]

“The Light Inside Of Me”

“We’ve been together almost forever

And without a reason now I’m talking alone

Sitting here with a drink full of alcohol

And on my desk some pills

That I might use for something very soon

I want to see the light

My licht, my zucker, my wasser, my sauerstoff

My light energy, coming from the insides

I don’t go to the gym but I’m still strong

My hair is rot and my eyes blau

I’m not an asshole, I’m just your Love

Not the one you’re looking for

Not the one that will lie to you

The real asshole…

I won’t let you go

Maybe I will fall to the floor unconscious

If the effects of the light blinds me

Maybe I’ll run away with you

But kidnapping you could be the best way

To have you”

KapiteL

Nr. ein

...She agreed to take a ride with him, maybe this is the last time they will be together… she is not in a good mood today, and like all these past days, she’s still upset by nothing more than herself and her own disgrace about being a girl…

[She walks from the door of her house and enters inside the car]

...To make matters worse, she is so unstable that her manipulative and egoist attitudes are killing him…

[She’s sitting in the passenger seat, crossed hands, and sight looking across the window]

...And again… this is their final journey together, forever and ever…

[Music Starts]

[Alice In Chains - Rain When I Die]

[ArkhangeL thinking while driving]

“She’s just making herself more and more unstable, just like the atmosphere above us… I think is going to rain… I believe this is going to be the end… I’m afraid this song is going to be a prophecy.”

[Driving to the interior mountains]

[Starts to rain… Thunder and Cold]

...ArkhangeL is staring at her, and she is just ignoring him…

[Music Stills]

[Antoinnette]

“Stop looking at me, look to the front”

[ArkhangeL]

“Why, if you’re so beautiful…, I can’t stop looking at you”

…She is still upset by nothing more than being here with him…

[ArkhangeL]

“Why you chose to be here with me?”

[Antoinnette]

“I don’t know”

[ArkhangeL]

“Please, tell me”

[Antoinnette]

“Stop! Don’t fuck with me”

[ArkhangeL—hands moving, fooling]

“I’m not fucking with you”

[Antoinnette]

“Drive me home”

[ArkhangeL]

“Home?, Home?, Why you chose to go out with me?”

[Antoinnette]

“I told you, I don’t know!”

[ArkhangeL]

“You don’t know?… but you are here!, now you’re here!”

[Car slides a little bit]

[Antoinnette]

“Drive carefully”

[Camera outside—Car driving on a curve]

[Camera angle— Front]

[ArkhangeL stops the car]

[Engine and music stops]

[ArkhangeL]

“Here we are, on my Holy Sacred Mountain, where sometimes we used to be kissing and…

[Antoinnette—Talking loud]

“Shut up! Don’t mention what I already know. Stop looking for things to convince me, I will never ever going to be with you again! I will not change my mind!”

[ArkhangeL]

“How many times you have said the same sentence over and over again? Ten? Fifteen? Maybe more than your age!”

[Antoinnette—looking mad at him]

“I’m going home!”

[Lightning strikes and cuts a tree behind the car, blocking the way]

[ArkhangeL—mad at her—very close to her]

“Oh well, now how you’re going to go back? Walking? Let me tell you that years ago someone walked away and the other one was killed, want me dead for rescuing you? For saving you? For going behind you to make sure nothing bad happens to you? Huh? Look how fucked I am for you, can’t see me? [Flashlight on his face] Look at me! [Starts to cry] I’m dying for you and you don’t care, you don’t give a fuck! This is not the first time you fuck with me like this, so I fear this is the last time… this could be the last… [Starts to sing angry and going nuts] I don’t know if I’m going to see you ever again, I don’t know if I will ever kiss you again, I don’t know if I’m going to survive, pain is so powerful, and yet it is only one, I’m going mad… Can you feel anything?… pain… on me… [Screaming] at least have pity for me!”

[changes CD—puts Pearl Jam’s Vitalogy album, song number 13, Immortality]

[ArkhangeL]

“Remember me forever. Maybe for the beautiful things we have lived [Hands to the sky, sight down to her] [A little bit calmed—talking quietly] ‘Cause you’re everything to me, I can’t live without you, I Love You, and all the Gods and Demons know that… And upon their envy… they try to separate you from me…”

“I was an angel, and I fell to have you

I thought you were equal

But as soon as I woke up

You were higher than me

I think I became human

But I made you a God”

[ArkhangeL]

“Tell me you don’t love me, and I will go away”

[Antoinnette]

“What do you have on your hand?”

[ArkhangeL]

“Nothing… it’s a surprise, close your eyes”

[Antoinnette]

“I will not close them, what do you have there?”

[ArkhangeL]

“I bought you something… [Sobbing—Spits over the window— Thunder] This is for you… take care of me… a KoyotE, a little vampire coyote… it’s beautiful… please read the card”

[Antoinnette]

“I will read it later…”

[ArkhangeL]

“No, you won’t”

[Antoinnette]

“You have not told me what you got there”

[ArkhangeL]

“Nothing”

[Antoinnette—Fooling him]

“What? Are you going to kill yourself?

[ArkhangeL]

“Everything depends on you, all my life depends on you…

I should be a doctor,

I shall be a rock star,

I could be the best writer…

but I’m confused…

I have no hope

I’m panicking

Trembling, anxious…

Almost dead…

Tell me you don’t love me… and I will go away…

Go away from this life…”

[Turning on the car and accelerating—Blade in hand]

[Antoinnette]

“Give me that”

[ArkhangeL]

“No!, Realize it! I Love You, and you don’t, why you care if I die then?

[Antoinnette]

“Because I don’t want to die!”

[ArkhangeL]

“We better use the chance, we must be together now that we are all alone… Not while I watch you fucking with another one! I can’t bear this shit anymore.

I will be waiting for you in AlponiA.”

[ArkhangeL cuts himself with the blade that held for the past minutes]

...Antoinnette started to scream…

[Thunder— Lightning]

…ArkhangeL laying back to die…Antoinnette grabs the wheel and the blade…

[Lightning strikes over the car—The car crashes, slides to a cliff and falls]

[Car stops on a river]

[Antoinnette]

“Ark! Wake Up!… Ark!!!”

[Antoinnette crying and sobbing]

…She can’t get out of the car… she’s bleeding, he’s dead… she’s dizzy, her head is running in circles… she is trying to get out of the car, but she can’t… she is still trying, screaming for help… and the car is failing… she turns off the engine… and is falling asleep, fainting, ‘cause there’s not much oxygen left… she falls over ArkhangeL’s body… She is trapped inside the car...

[Light Rain is falling]

[Music Starts]

[Falling Angel]

“I stole the opportunity

And I wasted my future

My privileges and my Holiness

For you

I decided to die

I decided to be like you

I decided to feel

For you

I was an angel

And I fell to have you

Came to your window

And entered your room

Prayers answered

I came to you

Now I can feel

The same for you

In the beginning everything was fine

Innocent thoughts and laughs

Suddenly something evil

Possessed your mind

And as soon as I woke up

You were higher than mine

I think I became human… for you

But now I know

That I made you a God

As soon as I woke up

Everything was “bleu”

I started bleeding

Crying for you

I decided to die

I decided to be like you

I decided to feel

For you

Now you’re better than me

I’m worst than you

Now you laugh

And I cry for you

Now I’m a fool

And while you are happy

I’m sad for you

‘Cause I know I’m dying

But what I created

I can destroy

Enjoy your position

While you still up there

What I lifted

I can put down

I pray and hope to be like you.”

KapiteL

Nr. zwei

…Is it now early in the morning?… she is waking up now… she can still see ArkhangeL in the same position that was when she fell asleep…

...suddenly the car starts to move… but is moving down… a mudslide is covering and burying the car… Antoinnette starts to scream… and the car’s still being buried. ArkhangeL’s corpse is being shaken… and now she can see how worms are have been eating and swallowing ArkhangeL’s skin through the whole night… now she is desperately putting away the worms that were sleeping on her clothes and on her white pale skin… darn those little bastards and their superficial cavities all over her skin, helping the pores, not to become extinct…

...she screams… and wakes up on a bed… naked… it smells like wood in this room… it’s a cold room… there’s a fire in front of the bed on a chimney… she stands up… carrying the white cream satin sheets, like when waking up from a eternal night making love...

…She is walking now across this dark room towards one of the windows… and she’s seeing someone taking some wood from the trunk of a truck… she is like 3 floors up from the ground… she’s confused… she doesn’t know where the Hell is she… the only thing she can think about, is that at least she’s alive… but how did she survive?…

...She is scared… there is no phone visible in the room, and there’s a door with a bathroom behind… but wait, she finds another door… and try to exit… but the knob doesn’t turn around, the door is closed…

...So she proceeds to take a look over the keyhole… and there’s a hall behind… still the smell of the wood burning… and the smell of wood from the doors and the reddish wood finish of the things inside the room…

[Footsteps]

[Footsteps stops]

[Door opens slowly—Noise of the old door]

…She is scared… and shout:

“Who is in there?”

[Voice]

“Nobody”

[ArkhangeL]

“My Love…”

“I will not let them win my battle… we are alive… if not, we are both dead, it’s the same for me…”

[Antoinnette sits on the bed]

[ArkhangeL]

“Thank the angels we’re here… otherwise, we should be buried in the mud…”

[Antoinnette]

“Wait… we were buried…”

[ArkhangeL]

“Baby… you had a nightmare… I was unconscious…”

[ArkhangeL sits on the bed]

[ArkhangeL]

“And you were unconscious too… then I woke up… I broke the windshield, grabbed my bag and my things, and we escaped… I walked away and I found this house… sounds like this was intended to be here… baby, I washed all your clothes, I putted them in front of the fire, so they could get dry…”

[Antoinnette]

“Will you mind?”

[ArkhangeL]

“Honey, I have seen more than that… what’s the problem?

[Antoinnette]

“Please…”

[ArkhangeL]

“Okko, you won this time again, excuse me, I’ll be waiting outside the door ‘cos there’s not much to do here…”

[Door closes]

...ArkhangeL is a little bit curious or just depressed? Why dedicate to suffer… why some time ago, this wouldn’t happen… and now is so different?… The keyhole… ArkhangeL stared at his loved one, through the keyhole… and starts thinking…

How many times do I dream of you being like this?

All the time

How many times I dream about you naked in front of me?

All the time

How many times do I really can have you naked in front of me being naked too?

In my dreams

I love you

You love me

Why then can’t we be together even after tragedy?

Something I believed were going to unite us…

[Voice—Man]

“Patience Ark… she is yours, so please…

[Another Voice mixing with the first one—Man]

“Wait… give her time… she will be helpless, she will kill for you…

[Third Voice—Female]

“She doesn’t love you… forget about her”

[Antoinnette]

“Huh!”

…ArkhangeL appeared from the shadows… with some wood for the fire…

[Antoinnette]

“You’re dead!”

[ArkhangeL]

“Am I?”

[Antoinnette]

“You didn’t move back there in the car… the worms were eating you, how did you escape?”

[Antoinnette walking backwards to the center of the room, towards the bed]

[ArkhangeL turns on the light]

…The room is full of mirrors…

[ArkhangeL]

“Why don’t you ask yourself… if you’re here… you survived… if I’m here, I survived… or it could be that we are both dead”

[Antoinnette]

“You're dead… I saw you! You killed yourself…”

[ArkhangeL]

“Rule “ein”: It is stupid to kill ourselves… it’s like letting our enemies win the battle…”

…Antoinnette opens the door…

[ArkhangeL]

“oh, ya?”

[Antoinnette]

“Come on in, let’s talk”

[Both sit on the bed]

[Antoinnette]

“I promise you, I will treat you better… but remember, I can’t be with you, sooner or later our relationship it was going to end…”

[ArkhangeL puts his palm hand on her lips]

[ArkhangeL]

“Shhh… please don’t say things that are going to hurt me more”

...ArkhangeL gets closer to her…

[ArkhangeL]

“Baby, we are all alone in the middle of the dusk, in the middle of nowhere, there’s not many lights functioning over here… At least I brought my black MAG-LITE… We have no food… I really don’t know where are we… There’s no internet here… I couldn’t find a phone line… my cell phone doesn’t have signal…”

[Antoinnette]

“Go to the point, we are lost, fucked up...

I dumped you and now I need to eat you, be with you in the middle of a motherfucking old house that stinks, and you find this romantic, I hate you, it’s cold…”

… Antoinnette starts to cry…

[ArkhangeL]

“Come on here… I’m here for you”

… ArkhangeL consoles her…

[Noise in the background]

[Antoinnette]

“What’s that?”

[Noise louder]

… Antoinnette screams… ArkhangeL runs to the window towards the right side of the bed and there was a branch of a tree hitting the glass…

[ArkhangeL]

“It is just the wind baby… listen, there is no choice… now, go to sleep… I will be outside searching for a place to sleep…”

[Antoinnette gurgling]

“Don’t go, stay with me”

[ArkhangeL]

“You said you hate me and that you want me out of your life”

… ArkhangeL started to kiss her…

[Music Starts]

[My Dying Bride— A Kiss To Remember]

[ArkhangeL]

“What?”

[Antoinnette]

“Nothing, I don’t know”

[ArkhangeL]

“Don’t like my kisses?

[Antoinnette]

“It’s not that… it’s nothing”

… ArkhangeL started to kiss her again…

Both started to take off their clothes… and between kisses and a murmur…

[ArkhangeL]

“I Love You”

[Antoinnette]

“I Love You too”

[ArkhangeL]

“What?, What did you say? Say it again”

[Antoinnette]

“I didn’t say anything”

[ArkhangeL]

“Never mind.”

[Antoinnette]

“I didn’t say that… I said that I’m tired of being with you… I don’t know what I do or say or think… sorry… but please, stay…”

… ArkhangeL stays with her… Across the window the light of the Moon enters to the room, there is some light wind now, and it’s cold, very cold…

[Antoinnette]

“Why is it so cold?… I don’t know but I feel safe now”

[ArkhangeL]

“Why?”

[Antoinnette]

“Because you’re holding me… you’re here by my side…”

[ArkhangeL]

“I prayed to the angels every single night for a moment with you like this… Want to know a secret? While you were getting dressed… I was watching you…

… While they were talking softly, two bright eyes can be seen across the cracks of the closet doors towards the left of the bed…

[Antoinnette]

“Want to know a secret?… I knew you were watching me”