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Friday, May 22, 2009

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Thursday, March 27, 2008

The Dubi Killer video

Sunday, March 16, 2008

I guess this time is enough
I've wasted all this time for you
What do I have now?
only ashes that are still burning
and are killing me slowly
like all your kisses
the ones that used to blow me away
they still can
but now I know that you were poisoning me
with every single one of them

I believe there's no end for you
you don't care if I'm alive or not
I remember when you said you were not going to risk your life
every single thing you have
just for me

You don't know when enough is enough
my life is gone with you
I guess I didn't know neither
I feel helpless and dead without you

I am your waste
I'm not worthy of you
Is that what I deserve?
Or just what you want me to be
too selfish of you

I'm crawling on your feet
begging for pity
but you can't even notice I'm there
being too busy worshiping yourself

Enough is enough
hope you learn soon

it will be painful
but that was your choice

enough is enough
you will know soon
there's nothing I can do, to save you

this time
you're doomed

118 16 III 2008

Sunday, February 03, 2008

sick and tired of you, please stop fucking with my life, let me run away, I'm begging you... kill me kiss me waste me hug me suicide me touch me be with me.

Tuesday, January 08, 2008

"Relajo":

taken from Between Happiness and Self Destruction CD Lyrics.

Te deleitáis al verme sufrir
no te importa si estoy aquí
sólo necesitáis la importancia que vos te da
y ni tan siquiera una lágrima secarás

Estáis ahí sólo para disfrutar
¿Qué pretendéis? No aguanto un día más
¿Qué buscáis? ¿Qué más te puedo dar?
¿Qué más necesitáis de mí?
Si todo me lo vas a quitar

Y con tanta competencia
no puedo hacer nada
y pensé que no estaba envuelto
hasta que mi alma quedó atrapada

¿Y qué estareís pensando?
¿Que me tenéis de relajo?
Todo esto es tan raro
se te ha pasado la mano

¿Seguiré así? ¿Como te gusta a ti?
¿O cambiaré? Como tiene que ser
¿Qué decidirás? ¿Cuándo será?
Ya es tarde, ya verás
no te buscaré más.

917am-1228pm 28 VIII 2007

Thursday, December 20, 2007

501. "Dreams and Shadows"

I was amazed by your shadow
while it slept beside you
a little bit of light inside you
as if resounding in the place of Hollows

You smiled so many times while sleeping
I guess you were dreaming about me
remembering being awaken by an angel
while coming back from the sleep a kiss on your lips

There was someone around you last night
The one who protects you when I am not around
Someone who will guide through your path of life
Someone who will lift you up to the sky when you want to fly

And between dreams and shadows
between the realms of the angels
between your light and color
between thoughts of past dreams
that forever will be real...

Tuesday, December 18, 2007

Elegguá oki ború ori bai

Bochile aluomi aomatieye olua atabansde

alahomaho moni bata adovidale jolo

yaguna eleku osuhu ombeleku sukún

jaroze asu ayé. Agó.
Listen to your heart, it never fails... The aliens are already here to abduct us, take us where we belong.
Why we had to wait for so long to confess our love? jajaajja........ it was worth the wait..............TE AMO VEGGIE FETTUCCINI!

Dilemma:

There's a song that says: "No hay nadie como tú, que me haga tan feliz... y tan cabrón". Its a song written some years ago.... It's so ironic that someone can love you but can't be with you for a number of reasons...... but there is no reason valid... if you feel love..... how can it be? There's no excuse... And yeah.... some say nothing lasts forever........ yeah we fucking die.....


I just want us to be free
Damn, I'm begging you (Staind Style)
be happy together
I can't stand it anymore

and yeah, you will cut my hair
and we will donate it

I can't stop thinking about you
you're my support
i need you

Listen to your heart
I'll wait forever
I love you
I'll be here




500!!!

Millenium Post:

I love you Veggie eIv yloi eogeg uV
2 I can't live without you otc hve iatlntiIyu o'wu
3 You're all I ever wanted
waI reeolYearnl' vt deu
4 I don't care the risks
thaie'e cndrksIt osr
5 I don't care about anything else
o ndcasryIna total g'ihubeenet
6 just stay with me
iw jt etatsmh suy
7 and we will be happy
aile pewapblndhw y
8 We can't deny the love
elcyn'ahdWot eteven
9 We can't surrender right now
' o reertnsehiucWtwnrga drn
10 You are my support, my supporting life
sprfupms,a r p ooiYinptue eylro myugt

Monday, December 17, 2007

This tree will always stay green

I am the star that shines over your tree
and yes I am a happy face
Shining you makes me free
can see you even with all this haze

Friday, December 14, 2007

Illogic 218am 14 XII 2007

I found again my grave
I already made the hole
'cause I knew it

I knew someday it will be filled
with the ashes of my own burning
My heart is lost inside yours

and no, I don't want to bury myself
so I run
I run
under your tomb
so I can feel safe
so I can feel safe
so I can feel safe

I run under your tomb
you know I need it

It's just a war between love and reason
I already made the choice, my desicion
'cause I knew it

I knew someday it will be filled
with the ashes of my own burning
My heart is lost inside yours

and no, I don't want to bury myself
so I run
I run
under your tomb
so I can feel safe
so I can feel safe
so I can feel safe

I run under your tomb
you know I need it



Love can have wings, horns and tails

but something is sure, it never fails




It never fails, It never fails

Tuesday, December 11, 2007

The difference between the different kinds of support on people are simple..... I have gained a lot of support from people, because they have always supported me in some way... they know I'm crazy, or I have been crazy... but deep at heart they know my heart.... Thanks for all the support... specially my fam (here I include my very close ones) and freunds.... and specialllllllllyyyy to you Veg. For all the love and support!
I've learned a lot from you... I always said that I was going to learn a lot with you.... I'm thankful you are part of my life........... I believe in myself and I will succeed....... love uuuuu
Negative attitude says: you cannot achieve success.
Positive attitude says: You can achieve success.


Sunday, December 09, 2007

video of Sublime's Santeria by RastaArkh
Eternal Sneeze

Close your eyes
if you're gonna sneeze darling
you could feel your eyes screaming
out of your face

Do you feel the same?
if your eyes are not attached

i feel them burning
Why i had to sneeze?

i believe my eyes are just gleam
i feel like an electrocuted
Now i can't even see

Do you feel the same?
if your eyes are not attached

i feel them burning
Why i had to sneeze?


Part 1 for now (original song by the Bangles : Eternal Flame)
"Meaning": © ‡ ArkhangeL DiE ElektrokuxiouN KoyotE ‡

Life without you is meaningless
you're my other half
without you I'm wasted

There's nothing else for me worth it
that's why I spend eternity on you

Time without you kills me
you're my support
without you I'm nothing

is there's something else for me worth it
that'll be everything about you

Sometimes being too distant makes me sad
and a minute with you makes me blind
You are all I ever wanted
I don't need anything more

with you, there's nothing to worry
don't even care if I die
'cause I'll be by your side
and I'll wake up
under your arms

even dead...
I'll be full of life

For you my love
I'll still fight
Won't surrender
not even by chance

'cause Life without you is meaningless
you're my other half
without you I'm wasted

there's nothing more to hide......


© ‡ ArkhangeL DiE ElektrokuxiouN KoyotE ‡
8 XII 2007 1113pm

Monday, December 03, 2007

I am fighting for my two loves.................

Tuesday, November 13, 2007


You ©ArkhangeL D. E. KoyotE & AlponiA Film Publishing Industry
"You" © ArkhangeL D. E. KoyotE & AlponiA Film & Publishing Industry

Who could imagine that dreams can become real
I know I tried hard to make it happen
I swear I've been thinking about you for so long
Waited and waited until I exploded
And had to tell you how much I loved you

I've been dreaming about you for so long
I've flied, been running under the rain
I've blown my mind
dreaming about you
and loving you there
I had to bring that love here
and now we can love each other in both worlds

You ---> Put a smile on my face
You ---> Make my heart happy
You ---> Make me feel safe
You ---> Put life on my dead brain

You ---> Love to spend time with me
You ---> Love when I hug and kiss you
You ---> Are in love like me
You ---> Will be happy forever with me

You ---> Are the reason I live

You ---> You ---> You --->

6 X 2007 638AM
2007 have been a very fucked up year for me........ The truth is that 2007 was the most ironic year... I found a very beautiful person this year, someone that stole my heart... I stole hers.... and we've been happy ever since........... and that's the only good thing that has ever happened to me this year........... For almost the first half of the year it was a very dark tunnel with no lights, sometimes I smiled, most of the time I was crying.... crying with no tears.... On exactly the Mid year I realized I liked someone a lot.... and I really found happiness there..........

In the past years I've been stuck, with no reason to still climbing ladders.......... right now, I'm climbing a greased pole.... and I am almost on the top.......

also, you can check the facebook profile.... I update that one daily.......
http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=659440258

Right now, I'm happy........ but sad at the same time........ trying to keep out all the anger that's been residing inside of me for so many years............ I found the cure........ let's hope the cure never go away.......

Friday, October 12, 2007

"Again, The Same" Lyrics by Arkh
I thought that this was going to be the end
the end of searching for a love forever...
but it was a mistake... a big mistake
Now I'm living the consequences
of what I always knew it was gonna happen
the end without me

Now I'm scared of being in love
I gave everything including my life
now everything is gone

Now I think of all the time I have wasted
all these years I was all alone
no one home

I always tried harder than you
and now I remember that day years back
when you told me it won't be my fault
again, the same...

Now I think of all the time I have wasted
all these years I was all alone

No one home... no response
again, the same
again, the same shit
again, the same mistake

I'm scared of you
I gave everything
I'm scared of you
I gave my life for you

Again, the same
again, the same mistake
again, the same shit

I'm scared of you
I gave everything for you
I'm scared of you
I gave my life
to be with you

Now I feel the same again,
again...

© ArkhangeL & AlponiA Film & Publishing Industry
12 X 2007

Friday, September 28, 2007

“Crossover”:

I try to give to you

As much attention as I can

But in the meantime

I just forget who I am

I guess I just turned

Into your number one fan

Nobody knows why I am so sad

I haven’t tell anyone so far

Nobody knows

Not even you

Maybe I’ll never tell

I have tried to keep my impossible dreams

Far away on my sleep

I have tried to stop that love from

Coming real

But has grown so much inside

That I cannot stop it anymore

Can’t go home

So I surrender to this love

I tried to remember the first time

I saw you coming to me one rainy night

The day I first saw you

I knew it was for me

So I had to take the chance

So many rainy evenings

That reminds me of you

Since that day I started dreaming

About you

Now I can’t escape from your ghost

I have tried to keep this secret for a while

Far away on my sleep

I can’t hide it there

And now I can’t hide it here either

It has grown so much inside

That I cannot deny it anymore

Now I’m confused

Why I surrendered to this love

Nobody knew why I was so sad

And I guess I have told everyone

Nobody knew

Now you know

Maybe I’ll never hide it again

13:56 - 14:14 24 VIII 2007

© ArkhangeL DiE ElektrokuxiouN KoyotE & AlponiA Film & Publishing Industry

Friday, August 31, 2007


Demo CD Cover of "Between Happiness And Self Destruction"

Tracklist:

1. Fractured Stories
2. Picture On My Grave
3. Let Her Know
4. Ran Away
5. Again
6. Crossover
7. Flying
8. Since The Beginning
9. Slipping Away
10. Final
11. Another Confession
12. Relajo
13. Sailing On Tears
14. Between Walls And Swords
15. Wochenende Freund
16. Nature
17. Save Me (Between Happiness And Self Destruction)

The Album consists of the first track as a narrated story, Tracks 10, 12 & 16, narrated poems and the rest songs. Tracks 1, 2, 4 & 9 are dedicated to several people, the others to only one person.

There are songs about love and how destiny and dreams have done their part. It's the way of telling someone how much he loves her and how that happened. Can't hide the truth, but everything else around is killing him. Also a couple of tracks are inspired on dreams and others contains vengeful and angry lyrics inspired on a couple of enemies...

© AlponiA Film & Publishing Industry & ArkhangeL D. E. KoyotE

31 Abgusta 2007

Thursday, August 30, 2007

Today I Realized That Life Is Short And Only One, That's Why I Told You The Truth, I Won't Die Hiding My Feelings, Even If Telling Them Will Cost My Life!
Metallica Cover by Arkh and Jose - Nothing Else Matters



Dashboard Confessionals Cover by ArkhangeL - Screaming Infidelities

Wednesday, August 22, 2007

Gracias por darme la oportunidad de entregar los otros poemas.También incluí los cuentos cortos que me pediste.Gracias por esperar y perdona por el retraso, no tenia forma de entregarlos.Espero que te gusten. Cualquier cosa que necesites me llamas. 

Friday, August 17, 2007

Ran Away:

I waited, and waited
to be a friend of yours
but now what's happening
that you are gone?

I tried, and tried
to keep you from running away
I know you're hurt
but I wasn't the one
are you alright?

I've waited to tell you this
when I first took a look at your brown eyes
I thought we could be friends
but you just ran away with your past
and I'm here waiting for you

I just thought of the first time we kissed
it was all crazy and perfect then you ran away

you ran away

I've waited to tell you this
when I first took a look at your brown eyes
I thought we could be more than friends
but you just ran away with your past
and I'm here waiting for you.

441am 17 AbgustA 2007
Again:

I'm sorry I fell in love with you
I know it's difficult
but it's the truth
I'm sorry I'm in love with you
I know it's wrong
but it's the truth

It's like a feeling about being born again
it's like a dream about a young love at stake
it's like a love that will never happen
only inside our minds and hearts

Most of the time when I think of you
I close my eyes and suffer the truth
that this will never be
but not because of you or me

I'm sorry I fell in love with you
I know it's difficult
but it's the truth
I'm sorry I'm in love with you
I know it's wrong
but it's the truth

It's like a feeling everything will be perfect
it's like a dream about a young love running away
it's like a love that will be forever
only inside our minds and hearts

Most of the time when I think of you
I close my eyes and face the truth
that this love can be real
just because of you and me

I'm glad I fell in love with you
I know it's difficult
but it's the truth
I'm glad I'm in love with you
I know it's wrong
but it's the truth.

© ArkhangeL 310am 17 AbgustA 2007

Saturday, August 11, 2007

Let Her Know © ArkhangeL

I can't get enough of you
and every time you smile
something runs through my body
something that makes me smile

Thinking this won't last forever
but now it's alive
thinking how I will get through you
and let you know how I feel

But silence reigns
I can't let you know
it will be the end of destiny
I won't interfere

I'm taking care of myself
not to fall in your claws
but I wish I can navigate in your head
let my fingers run through your hair

And pale skin like mine
even under the sun
I can't let you know
it will be the end of us both

But silence reigns
I can't let you know
it will be the end of destiny
I won't interfere

While you surf into waving hands
while you depart from this world

I just scream
and go away
into your arms on my dreams

Is it just platonic?
or is it just a real growing love?

is it just a caprice?
or is it just a thought?

But silence reigns
while destiny's in charge
I can't let you know
How I feel for you.

11 VIII 2007 725734

Tuesday, July 24, 2007

Saludo mi nombre es Nylaine Aponte Rodriguez.  Soy amiga de Edrick y estoy enviando 3 poemas con el interes en participar en la publicacion del libro.  Estudio en la UPR en Carolina. Te añadi en myspace y espero saber pronto de que hayas recibido sin problema los 3 poemas.  Culaquiera cosa en que pueda ayudar se puede comunicar conmigo en este mismo email.  Gracias!!!!!!!!!!!!

Thursday, July 19, 2007

"Pink Skeleton":


"Pink Skeleton"

I used to hang out by the black tree
waiting for the real love of my life
I waited for years and years
My feet turned into roots
as I was laying down waiting for you

Some stars said I was going to succeed
That the true love was going to meet me
but one night as a lightning stroke the tree
I realized who the real love is

It appeared from the shadows
I started to feel loved at least
I couldn't move or scream
My Bones from blue turned pink

It was death
The only one that could love me
I had that hunch since I was young
but never believed it
Now it can take me to wherever it wants me to go
I spent waiting for too long
It went to rescue me
and to love me forever
so I accepted the true love

Goodbye old tree
I'll let my bones rest hanging here
while my skin disappears
Now my roots will turn green
and I'll be part of your skin

Goodbye old tree
I'll leave with death forever...

© Arkh 19 IYuliyA 2007 724

Wednesday, July 11, 2007

"Just A Call":

I heard your voice today
It stuck inside my brains
I fell asleep and started to dream
What I should do in reality

I was so angry, started to hallucinate
you kissed two guys and a girl
I was crying in front of you
then I started the killing spree

I painted white all the walls
threw those cars with super force
it was so easy to be you
I had all the hangings coming thru

You were crying too
you were crying too
claiming for your old life

I heard your voice tonight
it stuck inside my head
i fell asleep and started to dream
what I should do in reality...

© ArkhangeL
"Decepción":

Tú me dijiste que ibas a estar conmigo eternamente
pero ahora ni tus fotos puedo ver
me han prohibido hasta el mencionarte
Aunque hoy hablé contigo por 3 minutos
y me alegró saber que me extrañabas...

Pero sinceramente me has decepcionado
me ilusionaste y me dejaste caer
y con todo y eso trato de preguntar por ti
y aunque quizás digan que no comprendo
lo único que realmente no comprendo es el porqué

El por qué me mentiste, el porqué te desapareciste
si nos llevábamos tan bien y la pasábamos super
Pero entiendo que todo debió ser así
porque como madre no sirves, y sólo pretendías
pero me hiciste pensar que podrías serlo...

Poco a poco acepté que no valías la pena
que eras demasiado de egoísta
y sólo pensabas en ti, no te culpo
ahora aprendí yo, a pensar en mi
y sinceramente no quisiera volver a verte más

No podría ser tan hipócrita contigo
eres la decepción más grande que he tenido
a pesar de mis cortos años, no soy pendeja
y lo que hiciste, lo sufrirás algún día
y me daré cuenta, para reírme esta vez, en vez de llorar

Si supieras que no me haces falta, aunque te extraño a veces
Pero eso es por la costumbre, nunca me ha hecho falta
y hoy día volví a sentirme que no me importa
El se merece lo mejor, y tú no lo eres
ese mundo de fantasía el cual vives, será sólo temporero

No me verás crecer
No experimentarás nada junto a mi
Fuiste solo una estrella fugaz en mi vida
Sigo siendo feliz, sigo sonriendo, y nada se debe a ti
Solo espero verte caer, como me hiciste a mi

Así que te digo adiós... me arrepiento de haber pensado tan bien de ti
Pero me equivoqué, te veía tan feliz, que me pudiste engañar
Pero no caeré dos veces, eres una decepción, y tus palabras hirientes
Te las puedes tragar por donde te de la gana, porque no me afectan
No quiero que me vuelvas a buscar nunca más, por mi puedes morir...

tu ex figlia......... Alenik

Tuesday, July 10, 2007

"Mi Versión Del Mensaje Que Está Corriendo Por El MySpace... Arkh Version 1":

Hay Personas Que Te Quieren Joder
Hay Personas Que Aman Destruirte
Hay Personas Que Te Odian A Muerte
Y Hay Personas Que Extrañan Verte Mal

Hay Personas Que Se Ríen De Vos
Hay Personas Que Te Hacen Llorar
Hay Personas Que No Valen La Pena
Y Hay Personas Que No Descansarán Hasta Verte Morir

Aunque No Te Des Cuenta
Siempre Habrá Alguien Que Querrá Joderte
Y Aunque No Lo Creas
Siempre Habrá Alguien Peor Que Tú

Vos Sabrás Quienes Son Tus Enemigos
Son Los Que Más Famoso Te Harán
Los Que Se Ríen De Vos Ahora, Pronto Llorarán
Los Que Luchan Porque Te Sientas Mal

A Esas Personas Les Digo...
Tú También Las Pagarás
De Tí También Se Reíran
Y Más Pronto De Lo Que Crean...

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Friday, July 06, 2007

Immer werde ich Sie lieben

What the fucking fuck??????????? How come one day you believe, feel and think something and the next day you just believe other thing? Yeah, I believe in miracles too, but this one, being too perfect to be true, was a fucking miracle... A Fucking Miracle, how come "another miracle" happens... a better miracle.... ??? You just flipped coins too easily, leaving a trail of shit behind... Oh yeah, I'm cured... and listening to the hymn right now... but I still don't understand why it happened... I know why, I just can't understand it per se.... But the evidence is clear, it is written, it was spoken, it was alive and well... it just died.... And maybe right now I'm on a flashback... I'm not angry or mad, I'm just thinking right now... about possibilities... and percentages... and I'm laughing my ass off... I have too much caffeine inside me right now... it's 717am of the 6th of July..., I'm still awake, and I've become again the Insomniac... Heart's better... only a little pain on the chest... My back hurts sometimes because I sleep very little and at a very bad position...

Finishing the line... It's amazing how a person belief can be so powerful, and how damaging it is to the other people around. It's so easy living the terms of repenting and forgiving and being born again into a new life... but what about the past life and sins? are they all erased? just like chalk on a chalkboard? What about the rest of the affected people? I'm sure I understand the positions, all of them... but is this the best way to be and the way to feel not responsible, unaware, neglecting and denying the past as it never happened? Even if people believe that sins are erased, they are not... you can have your mind cleared... and forgiven.... by who??? by nobody else than yourselves!, It is a state of mind... How can people say that it was a divine mandate if that same divinity gave people the right to choose whatever is best for themselves, even when it says so.... That is just a stupid excuse to have the mind at peace... it's like cheating on themselves...

You may be forgiven but the past is never far... it is part of them forever...

But some words are very deep... and revealing... it's like a disease... how you can be so sure one day and the other sure about anything else other than what was sure of before....

It's destiny... but a little bit of Calvinism here will proceed...

Thursday, July 05, 2007

"Indecente":

Este Odio
que siento por vos
es lo único que siento desde que te conocí

Llegaste a la hora más indicada
Porque cuando te busqué
jamás te encontré

Corrías del miedo
te escondías
detrás de tu deidad

Esta carrera
de quién llegará al primer lugar
vos sabe quién será

Porque te odio
te odio tanto a ti

Que juré vengarme desde el día en que te conocí
Y me siento
como un loco acabado de salir del manicomio

que no siente remordimiento por lo que hace

Y sólo te digo
que tus días están contados
por haberme insultado

Ya no podrás esconderte
mucho menos correr
te estaré esperando en la meta

Este Odio que siento por vos
no te preocupes que pronto no lo sentirás
no podrás sentir nada
como yo tampoco lo sentiré

Y sólo te digo
que tus días están contados
por haberme insultado

¿Ahora quién es el indecente?
¿el que te pisotea?
¿Ahora quién hablará mal de mi?
Con esa polla en la boca....
No podrás hablar ni reír
Con la mierda en sangre que tragaste
Ni me podrás mirar
Con esos ojos virados
Verás el último recuerdo de mi
Con tu cabeza explotada
y tu cerebro en el piso
tu cuerpo ardiendo en llamas
y tus gritos ensordecedores

¿Ahora quien es el que ríe?
¿Que quién es el que ríe?
¿Ah?


© ArkhangeL 706PM July 5, 2007

Thursday, June 28, 2007

"Murder":

Most of the time I think about you and your fucking lies
under certain circumstances I remember something unique about you
running against time, chasing your tail until grabbing you
daylight or night, you deserve to be called the worst and I tell you so
especially those fucking friday nights, the ones you love to be alone
run around without me, partying with everybody except me

I have been calling you names lately
I have been wishing things for you
and I'm afraid that they will become real
soon, very soon

I'm tired of you and your ignorance
I'm tired of being the girl between us
If there's a big desicion to make
I guess I will murder you, with my thoughts

Most of the time I lie on bed remembering all your lies
under the shadow of the moon and under the rain I remember the worst of you
running against time and space, waiting to grab you someday
drooling around and seeing your naked face laughing at me
especially those fucking friday nights, the ones you love to fuck around
retching around without me, waiting for someone to be killed

I have been calling you through the day
I have been wishing you dead
and I'm afraid that it will become real
soon, very soon

I'm tired of your stupidity
I'm sick of being such a fool
If there's something new to do
I guess I will murder you

murder you
murder you
murder you
murder you
murder you

29 X 2004 XI 21:49
"THE ALTAR OF SACRIFICES":


9:58:44 AM I saw a little girl
looking at a baby
she's maybe an angel
but she's waiting for something
the baby is dying
she will eat his soul
well, he will rest in peace
he's lying on an altar
an altar so white
that shines
so cold
that freeze me
I stare at them
and I've got frightened
10:07:07 AM the legs of the altar
are four animal claws
maybe the same
that have Satan
10:10:10 AM I saw the little angel
looking at me;
and then I got closer to them
I saw something in her hand
10:17:52 AM something cruel and mad
she was sucking his soul
with some kind of energy
her force was so sweet
that the boy doesn't suffered
her angel wings
looked so beautiful
I thought that she can fly
like me
maybe that was the reason
10:29:07 AM why she smiled to me
now the baby wake up
and she grab him
very hard
she buried his empty body
in a grave
and then she pulled out his soul
now his soul can float and walk
across the cemetery
like the rest of the souls
10:32:52 AM that live here
10:33:00 AM the altar is full of blood
and the angel is drinking it
now that her face turned red
10:34:48 AM I can see her crazy face
her eyes are looking down
and I can see the claws moving
Ithink that there's something else hidden
behind this altar
11:07:54 AM something evil from Hell
11:21:21 AM she just started to run
run from me
I'm trying to catch her
but I can't
she flied away
and I'm following her
I can fly too I'm flying too
Suddenly she stopped
and she looked into my eyes
she was so furious
she just tried to kill me
she treated to devore my soul
just like she devored the soul of the boy
11:29:51 AM but she can't kill me
'cause I'm stonger than her
she wish I'll be in her altar
but I won't be there
her satanic laugh
doesn't frightened me
even her father can't scare me
'cause I'm stronger than both of you
I'm a good angel
and I come from Heaven
I only live with you
'cause I've been in here
since the day I try to live
I'm here just to warn myself
to not penetrate into problems
I will go out of here
the faster way I can
just not to try to bother
the peace of the cemetery
she will have pain forever
and in my mind
it will still
when I saw her
killing that boy
11:45;37 AM in the Altar Of Sacrifices.

9 X 1995 XXIX
DIE ELEKTROKUXIOUN KOYOTE
Ice

You're so cold, I can't even breathe when I'm around you
You're so cold that I can write my name with my fingers in the dense air
You're so cold that it feels like being surrounded by a ghost in candlelight
You're so cold that is like feeling my body coming from a trance
You're so cold that I can't even think of getting warm

Like that day, that precious day, I prefer to be with you
even when that means to be hurt, to feel pain, to feel ashamed
of what I have accomplished, of what I have given
given by nobody else than you, 'cause there's no other like you
and that's why I die standing for, that's why I get smashed to the floor
'cause I like to be like this, I like to be like this, I love to be like this

You're so cold, I can't even think straight when I'm with you
You're so cold that my dead body feels like I'm having fever
You're so cold that it feels like winter is every season of the year
You're so cold




© ArkhangeL DiE ElektrokuxiouN KoyotE
15 I 2005

Wednesday, June 27, 2007

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Thursday, June 21, 2007

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Monday, June 18, 2007

Rules for participating and Publish for the release of the book:

"Dark And Love Poetry Volume I":
- Altruism, Psychosomatism and Betrayal:
    - Little stories from the Brokenhearted.

 

Release Date August 2007

 

For more info:

 

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Friday, June 15, 2007

"Emptyness"

Escucharía miles de canciones, y me recordarían a ti... Todo, me recuerda a ti, no puedo hacer nada que no me recuerde a ti, Si duermo, tengo pesadillas, si despierto, es una pesadilla, si me voy lejos, sufro igual, si estoy cerca, también muero, si me encierro, estoy vulnerable, si sigo abierto igual, no importa lo que haga, nada me llena, ¿estaré entonces en un estado de coma, orando todo el tiempo? No me queda otra opción...

el arkhangel elektrokutado, esta vez for real
If I caught you doing the same to another one....

Thursday, June 14, 2007

Den, la vida da muchas vueltas, y el haberte encontrado en ella fue una vuelta de la cual jamas quiero dejar, no importa lo que pase mi amor por ti estara aqui, aun no entiendo tanto rencor de tu parte, pero entiendo por que lo haces... solo que lo nuestro ha sido la mejor y mas bonita experiencia que he tenido, jamas me arrepiento de haberme abierto y entregado a ti, sigues valiendo la pena, y como mejores amigos te digo que seremos inseparables como siempre, y en el futuro quien sabe, Dios sabe que nos tiene para cada uno, yo siempre he esperado que sea el mismo camino,

te pido perdon por amarte demasiado y no entender unas cosas, no puedo evitar sentir lo que siento y demostrarlo... incluso anoche sentia tanto amor de tu parte que jamas pense q era un sueño... fue hermoso... ojala y nunca deje de pasar... Nunca te sientas cohibida de nada conmigo, y gracias por ser quien eres con nosotros, aunque la nena orita y todo el tiempo me habla de ti, me llego a mencionar orita que queria q durmieras en casa y que siempre estuvieras aqui... pues... la vida se me va a hacer bien dificil, a menos que siga contando con tu apoyo y ayuda.

todo me ha explotado de cantazo... y me siento bien solo aun con gente alrededor, sinceramente estoy bien celoso de todo el mundo...

espero que me sigas aceptando en tu vida, como yo en la mia, ya que eres parte de mi, me hace falta tu presencia, compañia, hablar y conversar contigo, acompañarte a tu escuela, a tus cosas, etc... han sido los meses mas felices de mi vida...

cuando desees disfrutar de lo que sea, me avisas, siempre estare aqui para ti, se que todo lo que te escribo aqui lo sabes, pero queria sacarlo una vez mas porque no tengo con quien mas hablar ni decirle, ademas todo lo que tengo que decir es para ti y sobre ti, es el unico problema que tengo...

Orita me quede dormido y desperte azorao y con ganas de gritar y enviarte un mensaje... que diria "Mi vida esta decidida, tu eres mi desicion, tu eres por quien vivo y quiero vivir eternamente, te amo!!!" Que si nos gustamos y estamos bien etc... etc... porque desperdiciarlo....... " pero nada continuare luchando por dentro de mi, y espero algun dia podamos volver a seguir el camino que habiamos comenzado, mientras tanto, mejores amigos por siempre.....


te amo Arkhenisse Denangel Niköhl

Wednesday, June 13, 2007


"Jealousy"


It's always so complicated
feeling like this
I was warned
long before, while falling in love
that I would feel this...

jealousy

It's like remembering old stupid fucking disgustipated times and on karnage
it's like ripping off my ribs
to eat all of them at once
it's like snapping all my fingers at once

it's just a feel like I'm going to die
it's just like you planning my assassination
having multiple alibis

and I'm here
being a conformist
with shaken hands
and crossed arms
even when I'm secure
I don't trust anyone

it's always so manipulative
feeling like shit
but I was worried
I was worried
long before falling in love
that I would feel this...

jealousy

Must comprehend
I must understand
that I'm not the only one
I'm not the only one
and I have blocked my heart

I have yet to realize
I'm not the only one
not the only one
not the only one
you feel
and I feel
and I feel this...

jealousy

Nevermind... you will win
win this time
as you always do
as you always do

Nevermind... I feel like crap
This is killing me
killing me

All this fucking shit all at once

I still remember that
that...
all you've said to me
All I'm supposed to believe
but they were all lies, lies, lies

so, goodbye

I knew it will happen to you
and I was scared of myself
myself

I let everything go down
the life I was into
I've changed, changed
to feel like shit again
again

but why, why?
I did it on purpose
I missed feeling like an asshole

but now, now

I can't be
what I was
five months ago

© Arkhenisse Denangel 27 May 2007 749pm-805pm

© ArkhangeL D. E. KoyotE

Tuesday, June 12, 2007


May 21, 2007 4:05 AM

Lieber Liebling,
Arkhenisse

Milagrosamente me encontraste. Nunca pense conocerte y tampoco amarte. De verdad q gracias por todo el tiempo q me dedicas. Es super valioso para mi. Gracias por el amor q me demuestras cada dia y q compartes conmigo y con tu hija. Son mi familia y los amo! I enjoy E-V-E-R-Y moment with you. Always remember that. I love being silly, CRAZY, free, happy, original, with you. Tu me inspiras a serlo. Somos una composicion codiciable. Me asombra y me encanta q tengamos tantas cosas en comun y poderlas compartir! Gracias por permitirme ser una mujer libre y viva. Danke!! Love you!!

P.S. I love when I brush ur hair!!!

Immer werde ich Sie lieben,
Denangel (Denox)

Sunday, June 10, 2007

























"Engaño a la máxima potencia" (Suicide Me Version 3)(Spanish Version)

Te llenaste la boca de mierda
Y toda me la comí, la cagué y me la volví a tragar

Dijiste tantas cosas ciertas
Que todas se tornaron mentiras y difíciles de creer

Me exploto la cabeza contra la pared
Me arrodillo y pido, a ver...
No paro de llorar, de temblar, de llorar, de pensar, de llorar
Y del vacío que se siente mi hogar

De momento llamaste
Mientras estaba en una crisis depresiva
El corazón a punto de un ataque
Y cuchillo y pastillas en mano
Me pediste que te acompañara
A ver un espectáculo en vivo
Una película dramatizada en un escenario
Te fui a buscar
En el carro escuchábamos todas las canciones
Que nos hacen recordar nuestros momentos juntos
Hablaste poco, la música hablaba por ti
Y pensé, que todo era el fin
Pues sabía lo que iba a ocurrir

Llegamos al lugar, estaba repleto de toda clase de personas
Nos paramos a una distancia prudente
y nos acercábamos más y más a la tarima

Estabas viendo el concierto en vivo conmigo
Y en el espectáculo se podía ver dramatizada
hasta los más pequeños detalles de mi vida

Estaba aterrorizado, tuve que volver a vivir todo
y tú sonreías, me dijiste que todo iba a salir bien
que había una sorpresa después

De momento llegó la sorpresa
subiste levitando al escenario
y fue el momento más feliz de mi vida
me gozaba y disfrutaba cada segundo
pero mientras la obra seguía
yo sentía que me echaba hacia atrás
y tú te alejabas más y más y más

El público me ahogaba, todos querían ver más
la gente me aplastaba
y no me había dado cuenta de que estaba en lo último atrás

Ahí cuando escuché tu voz
y dijiste aquellas palabras
me sentí tan humillado, despreciable, odiado, desnudo
me sení como mierda, muerto, desesperado, desdichado
y comencé a llorar, a temblar, a pensar, a llorar
y no había visto, ni dado cuenta de que el centro de atención era yo
y no estabas a mi lado para protegerme
todo el mundo me señalaba, se burlaban, se reían, me gritaban
me lanzaban objetos, piedras, agua, todo lo que pudieran lanzar
y yo con ganas de morir, sin poder, porque tu voz desde el micrófono decía:
Que ya estaba muerto
que no tenía salida
que así estaría por el resto de la eternidad

Y me dí cuenta
de lo mucho que te amo
y de lo ciego que estoy

te miraba a los ojos
y estaban sin preocupación
me diste las gracias por haberte subido a dónde estabas
pero que ya no te importaba
que todo el esfuerzo que hice
fue todo en vano

Te reclamé por encima de las voces endemoniadas a mi alrededor
que cómo era posible que me abandonaras allí
y contestaste que toda película tiene su fin
y yo traté te nadar entre toda esa zahorria
y logré alcanzar el escenario
y me paré frente a ti

Dijiste que había que tener fuerza de voluntad para hacer lo que hice
y de lo difícil que se me hizo a mi
pero te burlaste cuando dijiste
que a ti se te había hecho bien facil
pues fui yo mismo quien te puso alllí
y ésta vez dijiste, gracias, pero este lugar no es para ti
que ya no era parte de ti

Me arrodillé frente a ti, y tú riendo
te pedí que me dejaras estar junto a ti en el mismo lugar
pero te negaste, ya no había cabida para más
y me di cuenta de que mi alma la tenías tú
y todo se puso negro menos una luz
que alumbraba tu rostro y nada más
y yo vacío por dentro, sólo un cuerpo sin vida

Me pediste que me fuera, que me alejara
pero si lo hacía, sabía que no iba a regresar
me diste un beso, para distraer mi cuerpo
y en ese mismo momento supe
que estaba muerto

Ya lo estaba desde que te fuiste
ya lo estaba desde que te alejaste
ya lo estaba desde que subiste al escenario
ya lo estaba por dentro de ti
me faltaba darme cuenta a mi

Y toda la reciprocidad en el amor
todas las palabras de ilusión
todas las cosas que hiciste y prometiste y dijiste
se quedaron con mi alma
y tu te quedaste con mi alma
y me cortaste las alas
y me dejaste caer
para que la muchedumbre me terminara de destruir

Todo volvió a ponerse negro y volví a pensar:

Te llenaste la boca de mierda
Y toda me la comí, la cagué y me la volví a tragar

Dijiste tantas cosas ciertas
Que todas se tornaron mentiras y difíciles de creer

Me exploto la cabeza contra la pared
Me arrodillo y pido, a ver...
No paro de llorar, de temblar, de llorar, de pensar, de llorar
Y del vacío que se siente mi hogar

y de un cuerpo que no vale nada
mientras tú estás en el pedestal
ahora te miro desde abajo y desde bien atrás
y yo que pensé que estarías a mi lado para luchar

me he quedado sin palabras
ya no puedo hablar

sólo me falta salir de las cenizas y volver a luchar
para llegar a donde tú estás
cuando llegue, sé que voy a triunfar
espero aún, estés allí en la oscuridad...


© Arkhenisse Denangel

Saturday, June 09, 2007

I can't kill myself........ I was already dead...............
1. Wish I can be with you right now
2. Wish you could spend forever with me
3. Wish you love as I Love you
4. Wish have more kids sometime in the future
5. Wish to travel the world with you

6. I don't have too many friends even when I know a lot of people and lots of people knows who the fuck they think I am
7. I only have you and my baby
8. Sometimes I feel secure, sometimes I think fear will kill me
9. My heart is sick
10. Too many tears, Anxiety and Dep comes too frequent lately

11. Wish to stop worrying about the future
12. Well, I always feel secure about myself... that's a problem
13. Fear of what's going to happen soon
14. I'm safe... I want you to feel safe, happy, free, free, free...
15. I need to organize my finances

16. I need to decide what I am going to do with my professional stuff
17. When I'm going to publish all that shit?
18. Can't surrender
19. I've changed my mind on some subjects... must endure change
20. It's all probabilities

21. How I'm going to deal with your head?
22. I'm worried about what can I do... not because of me, because of you
23. I'm happy... never been so happy
24. Time passes by... And I wish to make you feel that I am the right thing to do
25. I've been tolerant and patient, I have climbed the stairs, I won't fall

26. That could mean going and coming back to the place I don't want to be even when I liked it
27. Wish my beliefs never let me down again
28. Wish I can sleep well and not be so obsessive with my compulsions
29. Wish not fall to deception or being estranged
30. Wake up, and you being here waking me up telling me the truth...

Monday, June 04, 2007

How when everything is so perfect can be fucked up this way?
Yet I sound the same all over again
Why I opened my life to receive and share everything I have wished
to see it falling down the drain again, again and again

Everything was so fucked up when I met you
I saw an angel falling from heaven
I let myself fall too
Then when I woke up

And what used to be tears of joy
now turned to hate

rest tomorrow......

Friday, May 25, 2007

"CandleS AnD LightbulbS":
CandleS AnD LightbulbSCandleS AnD LightbulbSCandleS AnD LightbulbSCandleS AnD LightbulbSCandleS AnD LightbulbSCandleS AnD LightbulbS

A beautiful light is fading away
al lightbulb light it replace
nocturnal fire in the woods
burning eternal flame

The smoke is being carried away
by the wind in my face
thoughts of you in my head
thinking that you're my fate
elektrik lights and candles
burn the sins of LovE
make my clouds blue
burn, still burn,
I LovE You

Everynight I dream of you
I kiss your lips
and touch thy body

When I'm awake and I see you
that's what exactly I'm going to do
but isn't a dream anymore
now I have become obsessed with you

Think of you now everyday and night
as the candles and lightbulbs shine
flame in the desk
your face in my head

I need to tell you
need to tell you
what I feel for you
7 years of passion
7 years of patience
7 years waiting for you
now it's time to let you know
that I LovE you

By candlelight or by lightbulb
I will tell you...
can't hide this anymore...
'cause every night I dream
that we belong each other
and when I'm awake I feel...
that you belong to me too...

...Candlelights and Lightbulbs...

©‡Arkhangel Die Elektrokuxioun Koyote Von Satan De Dieoux‡
‡Priest, Church Of Johtett, Ecclesia Du AlponiA 00666‡
IV 23 V 1998 XXXII
AAD M XY AS


If YoU LikeD ThiS PoeM SenD An E-MaiL To The AuthoR
BacK To PoetrY AnD SonG IndeX

KapiteL

Nr. DRei


… I’m narrating this story, and I’m surprised about what she told him. Does she really love him? Maybe deep in her Heart; Maybe she’s just scared… or she’s been moving away by deceit… Anyway, they’re kissing…

[Noise—Coming from the closet]

[Stop Kissing]

[Antoinnette]

“What’s that… it’s not coming from the window… it came from the closet”

[ArkhangeL turns on the flashlight]

… She’s now putting her clothes on, ArkhangeL, naked, stood up and walked to the closet doors…

[Antoinnette]

“Don’t open them!”

[ArkhangeL]

“Why not?… There’s something inside. How does this shit opens?”

[Door Opens]

[ArkhangeL—Screaming]

“Fuck!”

[ArkhangeL Exhales]

“It’s only a mask”


[ArkhangeL—Closes the Door]

“Let’s sleep now… good night”

[Kiss]

[Antoinnette]

“I want to go home”

[ArkhangeL]

“Don’t worry, tomorrow the police is going to be looking for us… they search for lost people twenty four hours later”

[ArkhangeL Thinking]

“They will never find us… I will not let her go… Wherever we are… I don’t want to go home, not without you… This place is like my dreams, here my dreams are real… ‘cos you’re here… that’s the only thing that matters… I will not let you go…“

[Female Voice]

“Ark… can you hear me…”

[Voice]

“Welcome”

[Male Voice—Mixing with the others]

“This is your destiny, watch out, there’s some witches over here”

[Child Voice]

“Do you want to play with me Sir?”

[ArkhangeL—Falling asleep]


[Dream—Spirit Exits From The Body]

“The Light Inside Of Me”

“We’ve been together almost forever

And without a reason now I’m talking alone

Sitting here with a drink full of alcohol

And on my desk some pills

That I might use for something very soon

I want to see the light

My licht, my zucker, my wasser, my sauerstoff

My light energy, coming from the insides

I don’t go to the gym but I’m still strong

My hair is rot and my eyes blau

I’m not an asshole, I’m just your Love

Not the one you’re looking for

Not the one that will lie to you

The real asshole…

I won’t let you go

Maybe I will fall to the floor unconscious

If the effects of the light blinds me

Maybe I’ll run away with you

But kidnapping you could be the best way

To have you”


© 1994- 2007 AlponiA Film And Publishing Industry, AlponiA Publikatiouns and ArkhangeL D.E. KoyotE



KapiteL

Nr. ein


...She agreed to take a ride with him, maybe this is the last time they will be together… she is not in a good mood today, and like all these past days, she’s still upset by nothing more than herself and her own disgrace about being a girl…

[She walks from the door of her house and enters inside the car]

...To make matters worse, she is so unstable that her manipulative and egoist attitudes are killing him…

[She’s sitting in the passenger seat, crossed hands, and sight looking across the window]

...And again… this is their final journey together, forever and ever…

[Music Starts]

[Alice In Chains - Rain When I Die]

[ArkhangeL thinking while driving]

“She’s just making herself more and more unstable, just like the atmosphere above us… I think is going to rain… I believe this is going to be the end… I’m afraid this song is going to be a prophecy.”

[Driving to the interior mountains]

[Starts to rain… Thunder and Cold]

...ArkhangeL is staring at her, and she is just ignoring him…


[Music Stills]

[Antoinnette]

“Stop looking at me, look to the front”

[ArkhangeL]

“Why, if you’re so beautiful…, I can’t stop looking at you”

…She is still upset by nothing more than being here with him…

[ArkhangeL]

“Why you chose to be here with me?”

[Antoinnette]

“I don’t know”

[ArkhangeL]

“Please, tell me”

[Antoinnette]

“Stop! Don’t fuck with me”

[ArkhangeL—hands moving, fooling]

“I’m not fucking with you”

[Antoinnette]

“Drive me home”

[ArkhangeL]

“Home?, Home?, Why you chose to go out with me?”

[Antoinnette]

“I told you, I don’t know!”


[ArkhangeL]

“You don’t know?… but you are here!, now you’re here!”

[Car slides a little bit]

[Antoinnette]

“Drive carefully”

[Camera outside—Car driving on a curve]

[Camera angle— Front]

[ArkhangeL stops the car]

[Engine and music stops]

[ArkhangeL]

“Here we are, on my Holy Sacred Mountain, where sometimes we used to be kissing and…

[Antoinnette—Talking loud]

“Shut up! Don’t mention what I already know. Stop looking for things to convince me, I will never ever going to be with you again! I will not change my mind!”

[ArkhangeL]

“How many times you have said the same sentence over and over again? Ten? Fifteen? Maybe more than your age!”

[Antoinnette—looking mad at him]

“I’m going home!”

[Lightning strikes and cuts a tree behind the car, blocking the way]


[ArkhangeL—mad at her—very close to her]

“Oh well, now how you’re going to go back? Walking? Let me tell you that years ago someone walked away and the other one was killed, want me dead for rescuing you? For saving you? For going behind you to make sure nothing bad happens to you? Huh? Look how fucked I am for you, can’t see me? [Flashlight on his face] Look at me! [Starts to cry] I’m dying for you and you don’t care, you don’t give a fuck! This is not the first time you fuck with me like this, so I fear this is the last time… this could be the last… [Starts to sing angry and going nuts] I don’t know if I’m going to see you ever again, I don’t know if I will ever kiss you again, I don’t know if I’m going to survive, pain is so powerful, and yet it is only one, I’m going mad… Can you feel anything?… pain… on me… [Screaming] at least have pity for me!”

[changes CD—puts Pearl Jam’s Vitalogy album, song number 13, Immortality]

[ArkhangeL]

“Remember me forever. Maybe for the beautiful things we have lived [Hands to the sky, sight down to her] [A little bit calmed—talking quietly] ‘Cause you’re everything to me, I can’t live without you, I Love You, and all the Gods and Demons know that… And upon their envy… they try to separate you from me…”

“I was an angel, and I fell to have you

I thought you were equal

But as soon as I woke up

You were higher than me

I think I became human

But I made you a God”


[ArkhangeL]

“Tell me you don’t love me, and I will go away”

[Antoinnette]

“What do you have on your hand?”

[ArkhangeL]

“Nothing… it’s a surprise, close your eyes”

[Antoinnette]

“I will not close them, what do you have there?”

[ArkhangeL]

“I bought you something… [Sobbing—Spits over the window— Thunder] This is for you… take care of me… a KoyotE, a little vampire coyote… it’s beautiful… please read the card”

[Antoinnette]

“I will read it later…”

[ArkhangeL]

“No, you won’t”

[Antoinnette]

“You have not told me what you got there”

[ArkhangeL]

“Nothing”

[Antoinnette—Fooling him]

“What? Are you going to kill yourself?


[ArkhangeL]

“Everything depends on you, all my life depends on you…

I should be a doctor,

I shall be a rock star,

I could be the best writer…

but I’m confused…

I have no hope

I’m panicking

Trembling, anxious…

Almost dead…

Tell me you don’t love me… and I will go away…

Go away from this life…”

[Turning on the car and accelerating—Blade in hand]

[Antoinnette]

“Give me that”

[ArkhangeL]

“No!, Realize it! I Love You, and you don’t, why you care if I die then?

[Antoinnette]

“Because I don’t want to die!”

[ArkhangeL]

“We better use the chance, we must be together now that we are all alone… Not while I watch you fucking with another one! I can’t bear this shit anymore.

I will be waiting for you in AlponiA.”


[ArkhangeL cuts himself with the blade that held for the past minutes]

...Antoinnette started to scream…

[Thunder— Lightning]

…ArkhangeL laying back to die…Antoinnette grabs the wheel and the blade…

[Lightning strikes over the car—The car crashes, slides to a cliff and falls]

[Car stops on a river]

[Antoinnette]

“Ark! Wake Up!… Ark!!!”

[Antoinnette crying and sobbing]

…She can’t get out of the car… she’s bleeding, he’s dead… she’s dizzy, her head is running in circles… she is trying to get out of the car, but she can’t… she is still trying, screaming for help… and the car is failing… she turns off the engine… and is falling asleep, fainting, ‘cause there’s not much oxygen left… she falls over ArkhangeL’s body… She is trapped inside the car...


[Light Rain is falling]

[Music Starts]

[Falling Angel]

“I stole the opportunity

And I wasted my future

My privileges and my Holiness

For you

I decided to die

I decided to be like you

I decided to feel

For you

I was an angel

And I fell to have you

Came to your window

And entered your room

Prayers answered

I came to you

Now I can feel

The same for you

In the beginning everything was fine

Innocent thoughts and laughs

Suddenly something evil

Possessed your mind

And as soon as I woke up

You were higher than mine


I think I became human… for you

But now I know

That I made you a God

As soon as I woke up

Everything was “bleu”

I started bleeding

Crying for you

I decided to die

I decided to be like you

I decided to feel

For you

Now you’re better than me

I’m worst than you

Now you laugh

And I cry for you

Now I’m a fool

And while you are happy

I’m sad for you

‘Cause I know I’m dying

But what I created

I can destroy

Enjoy your position

While you still up there

What I lifted

I can put down

I pray and hope to be like you.”


KapiteL

Nr. zwei


…Is it now early in the morning?… she is waking up now… she can still see ArkhangeL in the same position that was when she fell asleep…

...suddenly the car starts to move… but is moving down… a mudslide is covering and burying the car… Antoinnette starts to scream… and the car’s still being buried. ArkhangeL’s corpse is being shaken… and now she can see how worms are have been eating and swallowing ArkhangeL’s skin through the whole night… now she is desperately putting away the worms that were sleeping on her clothes and on her white pale skin… darn those little bastards and their superficial cavities all over her skin, helping the pores, not to become extinct…

...she screams… and wakes up on a bed… naked… it smells like wood in this room… it’s a cold room… there’s a fire in front of the bed on a chimney… she stands up… carrying the white cream satin sheets, like when waking up from a eternal night making love...


…She is walking now across this dark room towards one of the windows… and she’s seeing someone taking some wood from the trunk of a truck… she is like 3 floors up from the ground… she’s confused… she doesn’t know where the Hell is she… the only thing she can think about, is that at least she’s alive… but how did she survive?…

...She is scared… there is no phone visible in the room, and there’s a door with a bathroom behind… but wait, she finds another door… and try to exit… but the knob doesn’t turn around, the door is closed…

...So she proceeds to take a look over the keyhole… and there’s a hall behind… still the smell of the wood burning… and the smell of wood from the doors and the reddish wood finish of the things inside the room…

[Footsteps]

[Footsteps stops]

[Door opens slowly—Noise of the old door]

…She is scared… and shout:

“Who is in there?”

[Voice]

“Nobody”

[ArkhangeL]

“My Love…”


“I will not let them win my battle… we are alive… if not, we are both dead, it’s the same for me…”

[Antoinnette sits on the bed]

[ArkhangeL]

“Thank the angels we’re here… otherwise, we should be buried in the mud…”

[Antoinnette]

“Wait… we were buried…”

[ArkhangeL]

“Baby… you had a nightmare… I was unconscious…”

[ArkhangeL sits on the bed]

[ArkhangeL]

“And you were unconscious too… then I woke up… I broke the windshield, grabbed my bag and my things, and we escaped… I walked away and I found this house… sounds like this was intended to be here… baby, I washed all your clothes, I putted them in front of the fire, so they could get dry…”

[Antoinnette]

“Will you mind?”

[ArkhangeL]

“Honey, I have seen more than that… what’s the problem?

[Antoinnette]

“Please…”


[ArkhangeL]

“Okko, you won this time again, excuse me, I’ll be waiting outside the door ‘cos there’s not much to do here…”

[Door closes]

...ArkhangeL is a little bit curious or just depressed? Why dedicate to suffer… why some time ago, this wouldn’t happen… and now is so different?… The keyhole… ArkhangeL stared at his loved one, through the keyhole… and starts thinking…

How many times do I dream of you being like this?

All the time

How many times I dream about you naked in front of me?

All the time

How many times do I really can have you naked in front of me being naked too?

In my dreams

I love you

You love me

Why then can’t we be together even after tragedy?

Something I believed were going to unite us…

[Voice—Man]

“Patience Ark… she is yours, so please…

[Another Voice mixing with the first one—Man]

“Wait… give her time… she will be helpless, she will kill for you…

[Third Voice—Female]

“She doesn’t love you… forget about her”


[Antoinnette]

“Huh!”

…ArkhangeL appeared from the shadows… with some wood for the fire…

[Antoinnette]

“You’re dead!”

[ArkhangeL]

“Am I?”

[Antoinnette]

“You didn’t move back there in the car… the worms were eating you, how did you escape?”

[Antoinnette walking backwards to the center of the room, towards the bed]

[ArkhangeL turns on the light]

…The room is full of mirrors…

[ArkhangeL]

“Why don’t you ask yourself… if you’re here… you survived… if I’m here, I survived… or it could be that we are both dead”

[Antoinnette]

“You're dead… I saw you! You killed yourself…”

[ArkhangeL]

“Rule “ein”: It is stupid to kill ourselves… it’s like letting our enemies win the battle…”


…Antoinnette opens the door…

[ArkhangeL]

“oh, ya?”

[Antoinnette]

“Come on in, let’s talk”

[Both sit on the bed]

[Antoinnette]

“I promise you, I will treat you better… but remember, I can’t be with you, sooner or later our relationship it was going to end…”

[ArkhangeL puts his palm hand on her lips]

[ArkhangeL]

“Shhh… please don’t say things that are going to hurt me more”

...ArkhangeL gets closer to her…

[ArkhangeL]

“Baby, we are all alone in the middle of the dusk, in the middle of nowhere, there’s not many lights functioning over here… At least I brought my black MAG-LITE… We have no food… I really don’t know where are we… There’s no internet here… I couldn’t find a phone line… my cell phone doesn’t have signal…”

[Antoinnette]

“Go to the point, we are lost, fucked up...


I dumped you and now I need to eat you, be with you in the middle of a motherfucking old house that stinks, and you find this romantic, I hate you, it’s cold…”

… Antoinnette starts to cry…

[ArkhangeL]

“Come on here… I’m here for you”

… ArkhangeL consoles her…

[Noise in the background]

[Antoinnette]

“What’s that?”

[Noise louder]

… Antoinnette screams… ArkhangeL runs to the window towards the right side of the bed and there was a branch of a tree hitting the glass…

[ArkhangeL]

“It is just the wind baby… listen, there is no choice… now, go to sleep… I will be outside searching for a place to sleep…”

[Antoinnette gurgling]

“Don’t go, stay with me”

[ArkhangeL]

“You said you hate me and that you want me out of your life”


… ArkhangeL started to kiss her…

[Music Starts]

[My Dying Bride— A Kiss To Remember]

[ArkhangeL]

“What?”

[Antoinnette]

“Nothing, I don’t know”

[ArkhangeL]

“Don’t like my kisses?

[Antoinnette]

“It’s not that… it’s nothing”

… ArkhangeL started to kiss her again…

Both started to take off their clothes… and between kisses and a murmur…

[ArkhangeL]

“I Love You”

[Antoinnette]

“I Love You too”

[ArkhangeL]

“What?, What did you say? Say it again”

[Antoinnette]

“I didn’t say anything”

[ArkhangeL]

“Never mind.”


[Antoinnette]

“I didn’t say that… I said that I’m tired of being with you… I don’t know what I do or say or think… sorry… but please, stay…”

… ArkhangeL stays with her… Across the window the light of the Moon enters to the room, there is some light wind now, and it’s cold, very cold…

[Antoinnette]

“Why is it so cold?… I don’t know but I feel safe now”

[ArkhangeL]

“Why?”

[Antoinnette]

“Because you’re holding me… you’re here by my side…”

[ArkhangeL]

“I prayed to the angels every single night for a moment with you like this… Want to know a secret? While you were getting dressed… I was watching you…

… While they were talking softly, two bright eyes can be seen across the cracks of the closet doors towards the left of the bed…

[Antoinnette]

“Want to know a secret?… I knew you were watching me”



[Falling Angel]

"I stole the opportunity
And I wasted my future
My privileges and my Holiness
For you

I decided to die
I decided to be like you
I decided to feel
For you

I was an angel
And I fell to have you
Came to your window
And entered your room
Prayers answered
I came to you
Now I can feel
The same for you

In the beginning everything was fine
Innocent thoughts and laughs
Suddenly something evil
Possessed your mind
And as soon as I woke up
You were higher than mine (me)

I think I became human… for you
But now I know
That I made you a God
As soon as I woke up
Everything was "bleu"
I started bleeding
Crying for you

I decided to die
I decided to be like you
I decided to feel
For you

Now you're better than me
I'm worst than you
Now you laugh
And I cry for you

Now I'm a fool
And while you are happy
I'm sad for you

'Cause I know I'm dying
But what I created
I can destroy

Enjoy your position
While you still up there

What I lifted
I can put down

I pray and hope to be like you."

©‡ ArkhangeL DiE ElektrokuxiouN KoyotE VoN SataN De DieouX AlponiA ‡

You know what? You're going too far...
There's always better things for the ones that still searching...


"NAMES":

Why Earth people being called worms?
because they come from die Tierra, and Tierra is soil
but if instead of Earth, the name of the planet were Sea
then, people should be called Fish
but if instead of Earth, the name of the planet were Tree
then, people should be called Leaves...
that's why...
do you understand?
Now, when someone call you worm...
Now you'll know what to think and feel...

III 9 III 1998 XXXI
IV 11 IV 1998 XXXI
IV 27 VI 1998 XXXII
AAD M XY AS
©Arkhangel Die Elektrokuxioun Koyote Von Satan De Dieoux

[The Light Inside Of Me]

"We've been together almost forever
And without a reason now I'm talking alone
Sitting here with a drink full of alcohol
And on my desk some pills
That I might use for something very soon

I want to see the light
My licht, my zucker, my wasser, my sauerstoff
My light energy, coming from the insides

I don't go to the gym but I'm still strong
My hair is rot and my eyes blau
I'm not an asshole, I'm just your Love
Not the one you're looking for
Not the one that will lie to you
The real asshole…
I won't let you go

Maybe I will fall to the floor unconscious
If the effects of the light blinds me
Maybe I'll run away with you
But kidnapping you could be the best way
To have you"

©‡ ArkhangeL DiE ElektrokuxiouN KoyotE VoN SataN De DieouX AlponiA ‡


How many times do I dream of you being like this?
All the time
How many times I dream about you naked in front of me?
All the time
How many times do I really can have you naked in front of me being naked too?
In my dreams
I love you
You love me
Why then can't we be together even after tragedy?
Something I believed were going to unite us…


Taken from the Festival Play EP and El Festival De Las Máscaras book
© AlponiA Film And Publishing Industry, AlponiA Publikatiouns and ArkhangeL D.E. KoyotE
"Alone":

Being a Loner... in this world
everything is against me...
where's my Love?
hiding inside all of you...
inside my world
ash smoking breathing from my lungs
heart beats rising my nerviosity
trying to hide inside a cloud
to hide from the Demons
that surrounds my Soul
Life and Love
I'm all alone
left alone like a Star
In a big Universe of Hate
where I'm the Arkhangel
the worst mistake
where I'm everything
the fault of Fate
Angels and Demons
can't live without each other
I'm thy Arkhangel
then I must be bothered
but please,
who's gonna help me?
no one can...
I'm a loner
I'm all alone
I'm inside my own Heart
Fear?
worst than Hate
can kill me...
must be Strong
must be Awake
the more I sleep
the more Awake...
in a lot of worlds
at the same time
but all alone
all surrounded...
Love Inside Me
will be my Spade
kill the Demon
I'm Thy Arkhangel
I will not be bothered
never again
I'm The Arkhangel
all alone... but better than
all of you in one...

©‡ArkhangeL DiE ElektrokuxiouN KoyotE VoN SataN De DieouX
‡AlponiA‡ IV 16 IV 1998 XXXI
AAD M XY AS

Saturday, May 12, 2007

"I'm so fucking sorry:"

I am so fucking sorry
that I had to do what I did
but I needed in my life something
nobody else could give

I was a whore I know
giving illusions that I was
the only one
Now everybody's complaining
And it's all your fault
it's only their fault

Now I'm happy and I don't care
I'm sorry you all had to wait
for years and years
as I waited too for years
to have what I really wanted
Don't lace to me what you never had
All of you knew it'll happen sometime
I've been always like this, sorry

So go whine to someone else
I can't hear your screams and complains
everything is dead now for me
it was always like this
now I'm very busy and occupied
with the love of my life
with the love of my life
the love of my life

© ArkhangeL
12 Maya 2007




Thursday, January 04, 2007

People afraid... I was running... flying again, kissing the girls as always... Oh... my teeth were falling again and again... blood and tooths... all in my hand... I was rushing to a hospital that I never got to...

Wednesday, January 03, 2007

Destiny is killing me
I've been dreaming about you
been wanting to see you for the past weeks
but I haven't been able to
destiny's fault
your fault
my fault

but I've been patient
and I'll be waiting
to see you...

soon

12:40AM 3 Janbariya 2007

Tuesday, January 02, 2007

I believe I have become what I always wanted to be
I'm sure I will be the one that will laugh this year
Welcoming all the pigs on the chinese calendar
Hopefully I'll still be the serpent this year too...

I was born that way, nothing will change me
nothing can change me
I was just dormant
for the past few years

but now I am awake
I am the real me
the one everybody feared
because being the real me
becomes a problem for everybody
including me

nothing can change me
I just can go to sleep.
From: January 1, 2007

1. Always flying... the Arkh was captured by some sort of strange deformed people.
2. There was this river that leads to freedom.
3. There were a couple of people who tried to escape too.
4. I believe there was fire, I remember the statues and jackals.
5. Women, like always... giving their free gifts.
6. Magic was the order of the day.
7. Guess I'm gonna need to rest right now and think about this one again.

4:03AM 2 Janbariya 2007

Sunday, October 23, 2005

Dark And Love Poetry : my funny motto

updated
http://www.alponia.org

Thursday, October 13, 2005

hello

Tuesday, July 12, 2005

"Shocking Truth and Lies":

I believed in you
I believed all your lies
now I'm confused
I don't know what's right

You've been telling me
so many lies
that I don't know what to believe
except what I see with my eyes
and what I feel inside
'cause if it were for my thoughts
you'd be dead already

Nobody can hear my screams anymore
my fists breaking and painting with blood the walls
my spirit is now extinct, it's just a thought
I believed in you and now I love you more
I guess it is denial, I guess it is just pride
but I can't differentiate between your words
I don't know in which world our lives belong
I guess I'm going away with all your thoughts

I'm going to live this life as an undead asshole
so no one else in the world can hurt my gonads
with all this lies that you've been telling me
I guess, life's harder to live and believe

And I don't know why I believed in you
and started loving you since the day I met you
I guess I was too depressed to know who the fuck were you
Until I was a little bit better and I was shocked to know the truth

But you can say whatever you want to shock me
whatever you want to impress me
or whatever you want to make me hate you
and I will not believe any word you say
'cause I know there's a better place to love you than this Earth
I went directly trough a black hole in time
while I was in a coma and almost dying
you were in the other side waiting for me and crying
but to this day I'm almost black and flat
'cause since I lost you I'm trying to keep your soul
and it's so difficult to hold a spirit only with my thoughts
I guess I need you cloned in order to restore peace at my home
I have my mind in drugs, and my heart feeling for you

I knew that something bad was going to happen
but I let it happen anyway
I wanted so hard to be so fucked up
so I had the reason to kill myself
and the flat line started sounding
and my already rotten body started to die

I knew you were behind me
I knew you were at my side
and I didn't care to live any longer
'cause you were already dying
but with lies you made me fall asleep
and with lies you started to kill me
while I gave everything, including my life

It was so good to see and hear you
it was too good to be true
I knew what was coming for me
it was death dressed as cupid on grass
and I fell to her claws, I fell into her lies
knowing that my mind had other thoughts at hand
I gave my life for you, I gave all my dreams
I gave up all my feelings to your heart
and I'm still here trapped in this world
feeling humiliated and full of sorrow
waiting to listen to more of your words
those ones that made me bleed once and before

I guess I'm a fan of your poetry
I guess I'm going to fall forever in your traps
I guess I have lost all my dignity and all hope in my strife
but I love to be like this, 'cause is the only way I feel loved
I guess it's just the depression or just a thought

so, whenever you want to see me
please, come to my grave
please, don't bring me live flowers
I just hate they way they smell
better put your perfume
better put your vaginal fluids one more time
'cause I'm obsessed with the way you smell
even when you are dead
I can still imagine how it used to be
after all that rain
now the rain is falling from my eyes
and don't know what else to hide
I can't hide anything from you
'cause you live inside my body, heart and mind
I don't know how I will end this sentences
I guess I'm going to wait
until you come back home
so I can be your husband again
and forever love me,
like when you swore on the night of our wedding
I will still be here dreaming of this day
and I guess I will make it true anyway
I know we belong together
even when we are both dead
I guess everything ends in the end.

© ArkhangeL D. E. KoyotE
dekoyote@prtc.net

Sunday, July 18, 2004

hey

Thursday, July 24, 2003

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